This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear
Feeling myself all of the time
All of the time feeling alright
Taking awhile raising a smile
Raising a smile makes it all worthwhile
But if you wanted to find peace of mind
Then you could find it anytime you liked
You are the afterglow
Feeling my way all of the time
All of the time doing just fine
Taking a page out of my life
Out of my life wouldn’t it be nice
But if you wanted to find peace of mind
then you could find it anytime you liked
You are the afterglow
You are the midnight show
The only one I know
You come and then you go
And when you finally leave
You leave nothing for me
I think spring is nearly here in Stockholm …. last night I slept to the sound of the gentle sound of the ice melting from the roof and falling to the ground .
In time we might walk the straight line But with memories of a grapevine A guitar, as we came close from far Forgot about the war We barely touched As if being watched
And even in time We’ll give in to crime We’ll be on the line Pulling our weight
Many miles from where I’m sleeping You share laughter in the evening As do I, in the great divine Yours is mine We’ll find love The kind we’re dreaming of
And even in time We’ll give in to crime We’ll be on the line Pulling our weight
Today I got up at 6 to go to office . It was such a lovely day with the sky in the early morning . Even one month ago at 6.30 pm it would be dark and now at the same time the sky has this lovely orange hue with the blue . You see the airplane flying really high and the smoke trail behind it and you breathe in the fresh cool air and you feel strangely relaxed . The trees are not yet green with the leaves but you can hear the dripping of the ice outside. Life moves on.. spring is here.
BTW I must practise my Swedish more ) !
Today I wandered on the bus for an hour I think … it was nice enjoying the evening from the bus window …
‘Lyrics from the song Sons of Ghosts by the Swedish band EF … they say so much but in so little words ..
It’s so loud these days – try to remain calm (All those fading whys) Letters that I wrote – words that you forgot (Pearls in shades of grey) I keep fighting time – keep on walking by (All those fading whys)
Today I feel melancholy .. maybe a little bit nostalgic …. this song hit the right tune for me …
Today was a pretty day
No disappointments
No expectations on your whereabouts
And oh, did I let you go?
Did it finally show that strange things will happen if you let
them?
Today I didn’t even try to hide
I’ll stay here and never push things to the side
You can’t reach me cause I’m way beyond you today
Today was a pretty day
Autumn comes with
These slight surprises where your life might twist and turn
Hope to unlearn
Strange things will happen
If you let them come around and stick around
Today I didn’t even try to hide
I’ll stay here and never push things to the side
Today I didn’t even look to find
Something to put me in that peace of mind
You can’t touch me cause I’m way beyond you today
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
The sun’s in the sky, its warming up your bare legs
You can’t deny your looking for the sunset
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
It’s the search for the time before it leaves without you
Have you lost your mind or has she taken all of yours too?
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We’ve lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it’s going to come to
Romance alive and hope she’s going to tell you
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet
The sun’s in the sky, its warming up your bare legs
You can’t deny your looking for the sunset
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We’ve lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it’s going to come to
Romance alive and hope she’s going to tell you
She’s got you high
She’s got you high
She’s got you high
She’s got you high
She’s got you high
She’s got you high
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We’ve lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it’s going to come to
Romance alive and hope she’s going to tell you
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We’ve lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it’s going to come to
Romance alive and hope
) !
